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2009-05-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

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2009-04-13T18:52:00.003+08:00

Ok, the title abit no link. Haha.. Going to leave office soon so thought I'll drop a quick entry.
The weather is rather bad lately. Alot of people falling sick, including me ):
Anyway, this whole thing still feels like a dream. So unreal. Haha. But I'm enjoying it. Every minute, every second. I really really really(x infinite times) love the One above..

And counting down to the 17th! Went to collect my gown already. Looks more like a nightdress. =.= AHHH.

And my Agnes B bag charm is blinding my eyes!! *BLING BLING*
GRACE I LUB U LAH(i lub my charm more though). :X WAHAHHAHAHAAHHAAHAH

ok. bye.

SOT!

2009-04-07T18:48:00.002+08:00

Ok abit slow. One week into SOT already then I blog. Haha. Anyway, I'm really enjoying every moment! Though at times it's really tiring. Finally beginning to understand the meaning of crucifying your flesh. Haha.. So many things happened! All my blessings and open doors. (: So overwhelmed by everything! Really hoping I have time to update everything here! It's Easter this weekend!!

Haa.. Be back very soon. going off for tues PM! :P

Exciting!

2009-03-24T22:40:00.002+08:00

This month is really crazy! Tough decisions and crazy days. And I'm going bible school! HAHA. Ok. I'm ~~insane~~ sane. More details to come soon lah.

I've so much things to blog and pictures to post - as always.
zzzz try my best to get the pics up soon. Very sleepy and tired already. Update again. Nights!

2009-03-04T09:23:00.002+08:00

Gosh. I've not blogged for half a month. Busy lah. Went to meet dad last night. All the way at Joo Koon. And I thought that Boon Lay is the furthest you can go. =.= Although the place is quite ulu, it was not as bad as I thought. Though still not as good as the east :X

Anyways! Collected my degree cert on Monday at RELC! Now waiting for my ceremony on the 17th April. Finally graduating! Like the transition period is almost over? Haha. But I guess this marks the starting of my already started new phase in life. Contradicting I know. But it's still important ok! How many times can you graduate in a lifetime - unless you're very rich lah.

Ahhh I want my grad trip. Ok byes.

Busy and loving it.

2009-02-18T01:04:00.003+08:00

Just came home from fellowshipping with Shuzhen! Waiting for my hair to dry and I'll zzzzzzzzzzz...Talked alot and caught up on alot of stuff! I miss all the frequent fellowships we used to have ): Told her i realise most of my leaders all from Prudential - Xiaoyun, Kevin, herself and currently Jianfeng. Wahahahahaha. Only Cliff and Huijun not from Pru.

Anyways! It's been really hectic and busy! I've not really managed to go home straight after work kind(and stay home). Tomorrow I'm going jogging with Lay Hong after work and Thursday, it's steamboat with Gracie. Literally cancelled the effect of running. =.=

And yes I know I've not uploaded any pics. My camera is full of all the pics.. zzzzz God multiply/increase my efficiency!

The MeetUps!

2009-02-10T00:24:00.004+08:00

Had gatherings on Sunday and Monday! Steamboat on Sunday with Kel, Huijun, Jan and Maurice while Monday which was awhile ago was dinner with my loves - RY, Sheena! And of course not forgetting zz, gy and wai wai bee hoon. And gosh I can't believe it! Sheena is getting married in 8 mths time! OMG. I've got 8 mths exactly (yes their wedding is on the 10th of Oct) to look good during her wedding. I'm going to be one of her bridesmaid! haha! Shall post up the pics of the gatherings after I upload them. Now I can only think of zzzz cuz I only slept like 3 hours last night.

Time to KO! Ciaos!

Boring CNY

2009-02-04T00:07:00.003+08:00

I'm back! CNY this year = Very Boring. Only went out during the first day till evening and was rotting at home for the next two days. This year didn't manage to meet up with Shuzhen, Kelly, Jan, Annie and the usual gang during CNY. Everyone was busy I guess.. But we're meeting up this Sunday for steamboat! *yays*

Anyway, went back to the office last Thurs and my email was flooded(again). Took me quite awhile to finish reading the mails. Having a rough patch at work recently ): Don't know what's wrong with me. Can't seem to do anything right these days. *Roll Eyeballs* I think my boss going to murder me.

Coordinators meeting on Monday was !!!! Why? Because I led worship and quite gan jiong. Then shared about CARE & CONNECT. Ha.. Shall not elaborate now..

Actually I don't know what I'm typing cuz my brain already shut down. So.... good nite =.= BAH

Happy Chinese New Year!

2009-01-25T16:42:00.002+08:00

Around 7 more hours to Chinese New Year! In case I'm still not home yet so here goes: HAPPY ADVANCED CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Can you believe it, I got my first red packet already. From my dad. Haha. He came home just now and gave me. Tmr is the first time I have to go my grandma's hse myself. :S Every year he will drive me there. zzzz

Anyway, just finished cleaning my windows. And the nail polish of my left index finger chipped. Total of 3 chipped nails :\ So uberly ugly. Left my room to clear and I'm done!

Wondering where to go this year. zzzz So many things to do so little time! Finally I do not have to mug during CNY. :S hahahhaha :P Enjoy!

New Organiser!

2009-01-15T01:03:00.001+08:00

My organiser for this yr! Those who know me will know i can't survive without my organiser. I bought back e same design i had last year and what you r seeing is not e actual design. I've wrapped it up with a wrapping paper so it doesn't look so ugly. What to do. Everything is so ex nowadays. Tsk.

2009!

2009-01-08T15:50:00.005+08:00

Alright, I know I'm abit slow. Realised last year I didn't manage to wrap up my happenings of my previous year. Anyway! 2008 was really a year of transitions.

1) Had my last exam in SIM. Mugged like crazy from Jan till exams with Grace, Gan bee and Jenny(on different days of course). Though it was tough, I really enjoyed the mugging period. I love studying! The late nights online trying to figure out my Corporate Finance and POA stuff. And I'm quite satisfied with LBO results! I love law! omg.

2) Did my first all-girls(campers) camp - Katong Convent! Met some really crazy girls. Lols.

3) Chopped my locks!

From:

To:

Not very obvious in this pic but can see the colour change right. hahahaha. I miss my long long hair ):

4) Went for Sozo extreme after exams, lead cheer till i lost my voice -.-

5) Bought NDS Lite in Piano Black! And Gan Bee can't keep her hands off my new toy. -.-

I'm still having fun with it!6) Landed myself in UPS in one of my favourite department - Marketing! Got the job in less than a month after my last paper. Alot of pple were shocked as it was not really the best time to get a job.

7) Bought my Sony Cybershot. I still prefer my Canon Ixus though ):

8) Met up with my secondary school peeps after so long! Celebrated Ying's bday! She flew back all the way from Hong Kong!

9) Had my very first Paintball experience. Someone please remind me never to go there again. :S

10) Moved on to my new Spiritual Family - N266 (:

2008 had been tremendous. With so many happenings and stuff. Moved on from school life to working life(again). Definitely more challenging than before. Really thank all the people who were always there for me, like my CGL - Cliff! And not forgetting, Huijun, Shuzhen, Qiaofen, Xiaoyun! They were like the pillars in my life. I love them all! Really looking forward to a great year!

And Jasmine! Thanks for being such a great sister, being so open and all! This year will be a tremendous year for you! Jiayou!

Also not forgetting Rina! Thanks for keeping me company during work and sending funny and entertaining emails! Haha~And all the fellowship and walking home from Tanah Merah (though it's only once that we got to do that). More fellowship this year at Mcdonalds! :P

And my darling Jenny! Missed going for classes with you! And 38-ing during lectures. HAHA. And suaning Del! WAHAHAH Platinum lah! HAHAHA.. Meet up soon okkkkkk!

And Grace! Yes you're not forgotten! Thanks for all the lame-ness and all the nonsense and all the fun and entertainment you've provided in 2008 and even before. You never failed to keep me awake during MSM classes. hahahaha and our mugging in the library. And yes I know you are super proud to wear your 4 inch heels and be taller than me. Haha. Cheers to our friendship! And don't worry! You still have me! - You know what I mean :P wahahahhaha Faster get attached and stop day dreaming about gays and PA. :P hahahaha! More shopping!!

Have a rocking 2009!

New Year, New blogskin! -.-

2009-01-04T19:03:00.002+08:00

Ok, very lame I know. Searched for quite awhile before I came across this skin which barely meet my requirement for a blogskin. And I've so much to blog! Please be patient! Haha, really very busy lah. :\ Be back soon!

Merry Christmas?

2008-12-23T13:21:00.003+08:00

Just came back from lunch and the weather is really crazy! It's so hot outside! Anyway it's Christmas Eve tomorrow! So happy! Hahaha.. Actually I'm quite gone cuz last night got home really late and this morning was feeling really stoned. My mind was pretty rested but my entire body was like :S (msn emoticon). I feel so cui. I think I only slept like 4 hours plus.

Ok Enough of my nonsense. It's already past 1.30 and no one is back. Haha. Holiday Mood :\
I can't wait for my leave!

xmas mood!

2008-12-22T14:07:00.003+08:00

I'm finally painting my room this week! Alright, not exactly this week but Monday and Tuesday! Anyone free to help? Haha~ Still thinking of the colour. Any suggestions?

And it's Christmas this week! My office is like ghost town already. Alot of pple on leave.. I can't wait for my turn! So much things to update too.. Ok, I shall go back to work :P Update again!

And last but not least...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAP!!!!

Haa..

2008-12-10T11:45:00.002+08:00

I'm stoning before lunch. Running report now. So no mood to do anything. My boss is not in. AGAIN. :\ Didn't sleep well due to a stupid cramp in my leg. It feels so much like a dream rather than reality. I had to check for the pain when I woke up in the morning.

Went out with Dappy last night for waffle and ice-cream! *Drools* The waffle is :D~~ Heh. Had a great time catching up with her, talking about our childhood, her siblings, what we did and laughing at silly things. And we realised that we've known each other for almost 2 decades but never took cab home together(she lives in the next blk!). So omg right. Haha. I bought the same wallet she had when we were shopping around and we exchanged! Haha she wanted the violet one and I wanted the pink one. So cute lor. I love love love the card holder too! :D
It was really fun hanging out! We must hang out soon(We always say this but in the end just like I kept saying I want to revamp my room, it never happens -.- wahahahahaha)!

Pictures up soon! Lunch time!

Asia Conference + Team Building!

2008-11-28T16:58:00.003+08:00

The first Asia Conference was a blast! Although physically I was really very tired due to the 5 days of continuous queueing, waking up early, rushing here and there, sleeping late etc.., I was recharged spiritually. Like you can go on for a long period again. Dr. AR Bernard's first morning session really blew my mind. Such a simple analogy yet it carries such revelation. What an eye opening experience! O.O

Took leave on Monday and Tuesday to rest. Met up with Jenny and Delwin(DELL WAHAHAHHA) on Tuesday for a drink. Miss them so much!

Then it was back to office on Wednesday. Felt like it was another day off for me because of the team building! It was crazy but I guess it was worth it. We ran around City Hall and Raffles Place + a small part of Dhoby Ghaut. Here are the pics!

3/4 of UPS marketing team! My boss is the only indian inside :P

My team won the 3rd prize! Ok lah, not too bad since my team = Girl Power! The only team with no guys. Not bad right! Haha..

Ok I think I better go sleep. Need to wake up early! (: Counting down to Christmas already!

Count your Blessings (:

2008-11-24T03:10:00.004+08:00

I always feel that I'm very blessed (: In this economy downturn, it's so hard to get a good job + a not too bad pay. But I did! And I'm really blessed cuz I do not need to fork out a single cent for my transport at all. I'm blessed to have a very very good boss and I'm blessed to have great colleagues around me. (:

Count all your blessings my friend! Even the little things you might have missed. Though they might not be the best, but they will not be the worst (:

The world is still beautiful. Take a deep breath and smile!

Something Lame/Random.

2008-11-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

We were discussing on what to wear for Choir:

grace says (12:42 AM):
i duno how much brighter u can go
[*rena] says (12:42 AM):
hahaha lime green
grace says (12:42 AM):
:S
grace says (12:42 AM):
i dun think i need the whole congregation to notice me
[*rena] says (12:43 AM):
hahahahha
[*rena] says (12:43 AM):
u can put green eyeshadow
[*rena] says (12:43 AM):
spray ur hair green
[*rena] says (12:43 AM):
omg
[*rena] says (12:43 AM):
u look totally like shrek
grace says (12:44 AM):
true
grace says (12:44 AM):
wear the mac headband thingy
[*rena] says (12:44 AM):
hahaha!
[*rena] says (12:44 AM):
omg

OMG lor she actually went along with me -.-

Positive thinking

2008-11-15T00:42:00.001+08:00

You can't have a POSITIVE life if you have a NEGATIVE mindset.

I need a breakthrough!!!

: D Madness. Unsound. Insane.

2008-11-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

Had my virgin presentation today in UPS - Marketing Managers from ID, PH & KR! Thank God for presentation classes in poly. So omg can. I don't know how many zillion years never present. I think prior to this my boss was so scared I will screw up. HAHA. But everything went well and I think he was quite pleased. Haa.. Ok nvm.. I'm super sleepy!

2 more weeks to Asia Conference! Take leave!! :X

o.O

2008-10-31T00:18:00.002+08:00

I was just praying last night that God would give me a sign regarding this. And today HJ sms-ed me wrongly and I got the "sign". Wah, God really has a sense of humor. But I'm ok. At least I'm feeling more neutral now. (: Happiness is a choice! :D

Long Over due Pics!

2008-10-30T08:24:00.003+08:00

My faint I mean Paintball pics~
I think more of cam-whoring. zzz

Be happy!

2008-10-30T00:53:00.002+08:00

Being happy is always a choice. I've learnt that words can hurt. Yes, definitely. I've been hurt a thousand and one times. But ultimately, it's always the individual that decides if we want to let the words hurt us. Look beyond the circumstance and you might just find joy. I'm in the process of learning to make happiness a choice in my life. How about you? (:

Rantings

2008-10-24T01:11:00.003+08:00

Gosh, it's 1am and I'm still awake. I've been busy this entire week. This Sunday is our last zone meeting ): I will definitely miss GTz. I guess this Sunday we will flood the venue with all our tears. Work is stress too! I think I've never been so stretched in my entire life. Really going from "glory" to "glory".

Anyway, I think my blog like collecting dust already. I've been so busy ever since I started work. I don't even have the strength to blog. ZzzzzZZz I've so many pics I've yet to post. And I've not set up my cg photopage! Please don't kill me Jasmine! :X I promise I will do it very soon!!! I think I must buy a EEE PC. -.- Then I can do my stuff everywhere I go. Haha.. Right, I'm babbling again.

Paintball!

2008-10-17T13:28:00.003+08:00

Went Paintball-ing on the 12th with some of my colleagues. It was a pretty fun experience and I do admit that I was really scared of getting shot by anyone. See the photos later and you will know what I meant by that. Gosh. Horrors can. But it's really enjoyable and I think some of us got closer (:

Will post the pics soon! All the pics are in my office PC. Haa.. Actually my camera got lah. But lazy to resize :P

when it no longer seems certain

2008-10-14T15:36:00.004+08:00

有时候真的想跟神说。。别再玩我了。。
I ask myself if I've made the right choice. Somehow I don't know what I'm doing. I don't want to give myself excuses. I only know I need to manage expectations. I'm tired.

I'm 25 officially

2008-10-11T23:45:00.007+08:00

It's been ~~nearly~~ a week since I last blogged! Met up with Michelle(Tan) last sunday for dinner then it was my Big 25 on Monday! So was on leave and met Gracie and Ganbee up for sun tanning trip to Sentosa! Thanks ladies for going out with me! We had tea+dinner over at Secret Recipe.

It was *HORRORS* when I went back to the office. My mailbox was flooded with emails and this entire week is stress upon stress. Can't wait for my boss to be back. zzzZzzz..

Then on Wednesday, received a call from Cliff and I was told that we will be transferring to another zone. Sigh. Yes it's official. There will no longer be GT zone cuz Gabriel will be going into the marketplace.. )= But everything that happens is always for a higher calling. I will definitely miss e432 & s23.. )= And all the other cgs who are going to be in different zones..

Anyway, in order not to bore all of us with the words, here are some pics!

My gift from Gracie, Ganbee and Clara! I love it! It's really good! : D

My vouchers from my colleagues (= it's shopping time!

Hello Kitty & necklace from e432 <3

My "card" and ear-studs from n266! <3

Things to add to my Hello Kitty Collection - From Cas, Jas, Wendy!

Gracie after a day of tanning - stoned.

Ganbee's seh look during breakfast.

Gracie's coffee!! The heart is so cute. ha~

Also not to forget the gifts that Huijun and Clarence got me! Huijun bought a glittery hairband and a hair clip for me! And Clarence baked potatos for me - with cheese and milk!! YUMMY can. Will post up the pics soon.. (= Thanks to everyone for remembering my birthday. All the wishes - on sms, msn, friendster, facebook etc. All that really made my day! Though I must admit I cried on Sunday night , for no apparent reason. Guess I have a lot on my mind. But then, that's another story for another day. Having paintball tmr with my colleagues.. zzz got to sleep soon. Nights peeps (:

Countdown~

2008-10-04T00:42:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Kelly! And of course happy belated birthday Jan! Hee~ 2 more days to mine but I don't feel anything at all. Perhaps it's really just another day. But nah, it's special anyway. And this year is even more special because I'm turning 1/4 of a century old. -.- I've been telling that to everyone who's turning 25 this year. And even suggested to e432 to get QF a century egg for her birthday the other time :X WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ok very bad.

Had a birthday lunch with my colleagues today at Sakae Sushi! And they gave me Capitaland vouchers! Thanks everyone! Reminded me of what we got for Grace, Ganbee and Clara. Capitaland vouchers very popular ok. HAHA. Sad that Lydia is not there to join us. Nobody to complain to/IM during work. )=

Anyway, I just came back from steamboat with Gracie. She got an interview at my company on Tues! Pray that she gets in k. Then I will have someone to crap with. WAHAHHAAH. Ah~ and I'm so tired. I got so much things to do but no time at all. Work drains all your time away. I miss school so much! The freedom and all.

Got lots of other things to update but too tired. Eyes closing.. maybe Sunday.. zzzzz *off to lala land*

Birthdays..!

2008-10-01T02:06:00.003+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya! And happy birthday Alvin Lim! And to all the children; HApPy ChildRen's day! Gosh, the last time I celebrated that was like 13 years ago? -.- Anyway! My birthday is coming soon (so is kelly's and Jan's)!

If you ask me, birthdays are always special(though I'm not exactly looking forward to my birthday after this year). It's not because my birthday coming so I say that ok! Ha.. Don't you think so? (= So just in case you're wondering what I want for my birthday... you can try these:

- Handphone Vouchers: Yes I'm dying to get a new hp.
- Accessories: BLING it on!!!!!!!!!
- Hello Kitty cupboard: I saw it at Pasir Ris!
- Hello Kitty telephone? HAHA
- Bag I can carry to work ( I'm super picky when it comes to bags)

Bottom line is can get anything I will use and is nice lah. Haa.. Ok lah I shall go sleep already. Very gone. Nites!

...

2008-09-30T14:27:00.001+08:00

I'm crazy! I feel like moving my blog back to LJ again. crap.

Nonsense!

2008-09-25T10:31:00.003+08:00

Wee~ It's been a long while since I last blogged. Ok, I know I very wols, lag, whatever. Anyway! I just got my confirmation letter yesterday! This calls for a celebration! Anyone wants to treat me? HAHA. Ok very lame I know. I've survived the 3 months of craziness. Ok, I shall not blog for long. BYE!

Early Saturday..

2008-09-13T03:26:00.004+08:00

Oh yes, I'm here to blog nonsense again. Today we had fire drill in the office! So omg can. Everyone was like taking their own sweet time and I feel like it's a total waste of time. Apart from the fact that at least we know where to run to if there's a real fire. -.- My boss is one of the fire warden in charge of our wing and he was already so prepared way before the fire drill... when he was not suppose to let us know about the fire drill. Dots. Anyway quite entertaining lah. Some of my colleagues and I were laughing at the back and my boss came over and told us that it's a fire drill and should be serious. Like ?!?! hahahah.. but he's kidding lah. As usual. We started laughing harder.

And today's the last day for 2 of my colleagues. Sigh, like so many people leaving lor. Both going London lor! One is going there for 2 years to accompany her bf, another for convocation. I so wanna go there for my convo too.. Any sponsers? =P

WAHAHAHHA.. ok Nonsense. I should be sleeping. Update again!

Birthday Ideas :P

2008-09-08T14:25:00.002+08:00

My birthday is in a mth's time! Growing old again.. Was thinking of having a bbq or something.. Any ideas, anyone? :\

title lor.

2008-09-04T00:34:00.003+08:00

It's been zillions of years since I last updated. So much things to update! Will find one day and sit down and blog! Ha.. And I got my results yesterday - 2nd Sept that is. Although not really that fantastic, I'm still thankful to God that I've graduated (: And the fact that I've secured a job(Grace you will find one in due season! When we meeting up?!?! You want me to install CCTV isit! HAHAHAH.)!

Anyway, met up with Jenny darling just now. Going to miss having lessons with her. Will find one day to go back school to look for them.. And also met up with Mint yesterday! This is like my meet-the-friends week lor. Haa..

Ok shall update more this weekend or something.. time to go to bed. Tomorrow is yet another day!

PS: My job is getting more challenging. Sometimes I love it, sometimes I hate it to the core. RWAR.

pics pics pics pics pics!

2008-08-17T21:35:00.004+08:00

Finally I've time to blog. I've been so tired lately that I just want to sleep. Haa.. The following pics are long overdue!

Working life...

having $$ is always a good thing.. - My perfectly manicured nails

my new buy - a Guess watch! I love the blings!

And I bought my camera at last! Sony Cybershot - T70 in pink!

Gifts from my sweets - farewell gifts from e432..

From my connect group - a monkey. Why? Read on to find out.

A banana card from my connect group.
They call me banana jie(all thanks to Jon), thus the banana & monkey!

Clarence baked cookies for me! (:

From ning & loo's connect groups - hello kitty lamp!

i'll miss them calling me hello kitty..

Took this when i was having steamboat at Bugis.. e432's fave hk cafe. lols maggie mee anyone?

This street holds so much memories for e432 & me.. - our zi char, steamboat, hk cafe & birthday sabotages..

Buffet at Carlton Hotel - Dinner with Cliff, Michelle and some of the connect group coordinators

Durian pudding(or whatever it is called). Really got pieces of durian inside! Very nice!

Some of the desserts there..

The amount of food we ate..

Dinner date with Ganbee at Ikea, Tampines

Chicken wings!! You've gotta try their wings and meatballs. They rock my socks!

Giant wing!

We cleared our food faster than you can say cheese

I love the colour combination and concept of this showroom! But too long a stay inside can get you pretty irritated because of the color. And so this entry sums up what I've been up to recently. Subzone outing to ECP pics are up too!

ECP

Goodbye and Hello!

2008-08-05T16:29:00.004+08:00

3rd Aug marks the end of my stay in e432. A new beginning, a new hope, a new journey. I have to start all over again in a new environment. And no, it's not going to be any easier. But I know I can. This shall be my breakthrough. Thank you e432! I love all of you!

Something I left in e432 blog..
dear e432... Thanks for being a part of me all these while in the cell group, for all the things you've done for me. I am truly blessed because of this cg.. The love, fun, laughter, joy & tears that we shared will always stay with me. I really appreciate every single one in e432 - for all the friendships and the lame jokes. HAHA. Hope to see everyone grow more spiritual and united and of course to multiply e432... And don't forget to invite me back as special guest when you all multiply ok! Then Qiaofen and I can be Jin Jia Mei Li again! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I believe in all of you! We've done it before so let's do it again! Aja Fighting! (: Will miss you all very much indeed. (: Love you all to bits and pieces.. Hello Kitty aka Banana Jie aka Rena

Officially Sick

2008-07-30T21:49:00.002+08:00

Went to the doctor just now and will be on sick leave tomorrow. Just took my medicine and feeling very drowsy already. *sigh.

Work is making me feel utterly stress. I can stare at the screen for hours and don't know what to do. And my BKK trip still not finalised. Feel like cancelling the whole trip. It's been dragging on for so many months and I'm just so tired about it.

Anyways! I blew $182 on my watch yesterday. I'm loving it! It's from Guess? And it's BLINGGGGGGGGGG!!! muwahahahaha.. Ok. The medicine is taking effect. This is not me that you're reading about. BAH.

I love starbucks!

2008-07-28T23:40:00.003+08:00

Just got home from fellowship at Starbucks with Grace. Can't believe I wore FBT shorts to town lor. Haa.. I feel so super slack.. Although we only met up for like 1hr++, it felt good just to slack and laugh with her. Feel so much better.. We joked about the strength and weakness thing which is so nonsense. HAHA.

We should do this more often so Gracie faster get a job so that we can enjoy the freedom of going out late. :P

We shall go shopping next week!

Sigh, work is getting tougher and so many things happening. Quite draining. This is like a big transition period for me.. Emotionally challenged.

New Journey?

2008-07-24T10:52:00.003+08:00

It came as a shock for me. Didn't really expected it but I guess it's a good chance for me to try again and really give it all. Though I really do not know what to expect, and seriously I'm scared.. , I'm still pretty hopeful for things. Perhaps this is just God's way of doing things. Things I have to let go, I have to let go. God, I want to move on. I know you will help me. You always have and You always will..

Anyway, it's my 4th week at work. Tomorrow NK will be going for reservist and I will be alone for 3 weeks. And NATAs is next week! Most probably be going down to book for the tix and everything. They better don't fly my kite again if not I will change travelling partners. *sulks.
Still counting down to Monday! Which is my pay day actually. Must faster go book tix if not no money. Will be super poor after that. *Sigh. But it's going to be good (:

Around a month more to the release of my results. I'm getting cold feet/arms/hands/legs. I can't wait for convocation! Rather, I can't wait to go on leave. -.-! And yes talking about that I'm pretty proud of myself! I've not taken any leave since I started work! For those who know me.. I think you'll know my pattern la. HAHAHA. oops. I'm just plain lazy.

Ok guess I will sign off here. Counting down to end of day @ work.

Busy week!

2008-07-17T18:59:00.004+08:00

Finally it's Friday tomorrow! It's been really crazy this week. Meetings, trainings, meeting Sheena & Jes and also bible study(finally). Time is passing by so fast and it's already my third week in UPS. Things are still ok just that my brain is going to be overloaded with information soon.

Anyway! Met up with Sheena and Jes on Tues for dinner. Wabbit was to come too but she went hiking with bee hoon so couldn't make it in time. So long nv see her already. Well, we had Kenny Rogers at Marina Square and Jes showed us her ROM pics. SO PRETTYYYYY. See already also feel like getting married myself. -.- So now she's officially Mrs Ho! And her primary job is to stay home and cut watermelon for Mr Ho. HAHA. Ok This is inside joke lah. We didn't hang out very long as all of us have to work the next day. But at least we met up after like sooooo long. Jes die die also don't want to tell us about how Chris proposed to her. Dots.

And so we dwelled on the topic of marriage and stuff and the both of them agreed or rather gave me advice to look for a guy who is older than me. They said that older guys know how to take care of girls better, which after observations, I guess it's 90% true. I guess older guys (mature ones of course) pay more attention to details? *shrugs*

Then just yesterday, I went for bible study! After like so long. Went out with Grace after lesson as she's attending bs too. We had "dinner" at BK then walked over to MOS for a drink. So lame. We left at 11pm lor. The club was like totally empty and when we were just about to leave, people started streaming in. But it's a nice timing to just sit and chill and listen to music. And after just drinking probably half a cup of Redbull+Chivas this was the result....

Grace looks like she's drunk and she started acting silly in Cheers. *SCARED*

And this was not enough. On my way home in the bus, this girl who was on the phone boarded the bus and sat beside me. She acted a wee bit funny and suddenly she screamed. No, SHRIEKED should be the word. EVERYONE in the bus turned( we were sitting behind) and looked in her direction. I was so super embarrassed can. -.- And she can actually pretend that nothing happened. *Applause* Really nothing to say.

BAH. And I'm going out to meet customers next week! And I freaking don't have appropriate clothes to wear!!!! Stab me please.

random-ism

2008-07-13T00:37:00.003+08:00

2 weeks into my job and I feel like I'm 5 months pregnant. My tummy is growing at an amazing speed. Trying very hard to cut down on my food intake and going for a jog at least once a week.

And 2 more weeks to pay day! Workload is getting more and more and I guess I'm putting a lot of unnecessary stress and pressure on myself. Starting to click more with Katie and realise that I got a lot of good friends who are born in 1986. Found out quite a few colleagues are of the same age as me also. And the best thing after I told my mum about that was... she asked me if there are guys in the company. -.- I'm so sick of that question.

Anyway met up with ganbee for a little shopping last thursday and though it was short, I really enjoyed myself. Reminded me of the times when we used to mug till late at mcdonalds and all the silly things we did during lectures. (:

Going to meet up my loves next week - Ry, Sheena & Jes! Can't wait to hear Jesmine talk about her ROM. Ha.. Feel So very kpo. :P

fed UPS?

2008-07-09T19:19:00.004+08:00

Yes, and I'm back to blog about my new job. It's my 2nd week there and things are still quite ok.

In comparison to DHL:

Environment:
UPS is quieter while for DHL there is never peace in the office. Phones ring every minute. Got good got bad. Noisy Environment = can on your mp3 abit louder haha.

Privacy:
Higher cubicle walls = Abit more privacy although have to share cubicle.

Workload:
SAME. -.-

People:
I guess it's hard to compare now. I certainly feel that back in DHL days, we were more like a family than colleagues. They are really nice people who will take care of you and we will have KTV sessions after work etc. While at UPS, I guess I don't really know the people yet. So can't really say.

Toilets:
MUCH MUCH MUCH more cleaner, bigger and brighter in UPS.

Lunch time:
SAME. We eat snake like nobody's business.

Attire:
So very formal in UPS. I tio complain dunoe how many times. Back in DHL = flip flops in office. Jeans on Friday at UPS is a big NONO. No tshirts. No casual wear. zzzzz

Working hours:
Quite flexible in UPS I would say. No need to clock in and out unlike DHL. MA FAN SI LE.
Late = Die. Here in UPS still not that bad.

UPS can msn etc officially. But internal only lah. External got to use ebuddy which I don't think is legal. :X

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My boss in UPS is the best lah. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

TGIF - First week of work is over!

2008-07-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

Top left to right : Jamie, Peiwen

Bottom Left to right : Me -.-, Lyne, Ying, Ber

The 6 of us were classmates for 4 years!

Girls!

The interesting thing was that we all sat in the same row in class back then. Ying and Peiwen occupying the first two seats, followed by Ber and another guy then me and lyne and behind us were Adrian and Jamie. Haa.. Those were the days.

PS: If you find Lyne familiar, that's becuz she's done some ads and tv shows before :P

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Anyway, it's finally Friday! I'm nua-ing on my bed. It must have been one of the toughest and longest week so far. *sigh. First week and I'm buried already. I can't imagine how is it going to be like when NK will not be around in 2 weeks' time.

And I even have to make conference calls with US! Last night was my first time and I was so lost. Haa..

Anyway, I'm doing Marketing(Technology)! Something interesting. Hoping to branch out to Marcom or PR in the future if I have the chance.

I think this job is going to be super challenging and stretching. A whole new level and experience!

Ok I think I don't make any sense. Too tired. *Concuss*

Happiness..

2008-07-03T09:03:00.001+08:00

ok. i'm in office now. just tried out blogger and i realise i can blog! hahaha. it's my 4th day at work! and well, pretty draining i can say. so that means i'm falling asleep very soon. zzzz ok very nonsense. i can't wait for weekends!

New phase!

2008-07-01T21:26:00.003+08:00

2 days had passed and I'm still relatively happy and adapting to the new environment. Though the only problem is perhaps waking up early and sleeping early too. A bit no life. And of course my brain is so saturated with information.

And this morning I was totally sotong. Why? Because I took the wrong bus to work. -.- And when it went by my work place, I had the sickest feeling in my stomach. 2nd day of work and I'm going to be late. The bus went all the way to ALPS instead. Thank God the lady driver of the bus was kind enough to drop me near the company. Holy crap. And my supervisor, let's call him NK, offered to fetch me if the driver drops me at the mrt. So nice right? But don't get the wrong idea. He's married.

Will blog more about my work when I've the mood.

And yesterday finally got to eat my steamboat. Went with Jan, Shuzhen, Kelly and Annie. I stopped eating at 10pm? And Shuzhen, Kelly and Annie were still eating all the way till 11pm. I seriously wonder how they can manage to do that. -.-

p/s: pls pray for my results! I'm so stressed by it. 2 more months to graduation! I seriously can't stand the wait.

155 vs 185

2008-06-27T01:52:00.003+08:00

Remember I had a secondary class gathering a few weeks ago... And I mentioned this very tall guy?

He's a freaking 30cm taller than me. BAH. More photos coming up! Soon.

Happy is me!

2008-06-25T18:05:00.001+08:00

How good can God get? (: Excited yet afraid at the same time. Hoping everything will be okay. It's a new start! I'm truly blessed.

random updates

2008-06-24T03:34:00.002+08:00

So, I'm wide awake, lying on my bed and typing nonsense on my laptop.

Went for my second interview this morning or rather yesterday morning at UPS and it turned out to be a different position altogether this time. Can't really remember the title of the position but it sounds rather technical. The worst thing was I heard that my job scope will include "Linear Regression". what the.

ANYWAY! I went through 2 interviews at 1 go. Met up with the direct supervisor(who is an Indian and a very funny man) and the HR supervisor. Bombarded with tonnes of questions. I felt so crappy after the whole thing. I actually talked so much. I guess I will know if I'm selected by today(hopefully).

I'm feeling so cash-less now. ): And I took up another tuition kid. Well actually is Amira's cousin. Same level. Why do I feel like I'm some sort of nutcase? I guess I'm really desperate for $$.

And I finally met up with my secondary school classmates! Like after a zillion years? Reason why we met up? Cuz Ying Ying flew back from HK. -.- God. Everyone changed.

Well, except Peiwen of course. She looks the same to me. Perhaps I see her more often? And Ber is like 185cm. I look like a midget beside him. Adelyne? As pretty as ever la. Once a belle, always a belle. And Jamie still the very nonsensical guy.

Adrian and Shaun wanted to join us but too busy. I miss all of them la. Though maybe they don't miss secondary school friends as much as I do. o.O Still waiting for photos so that I can post them up! :D

P.S I finally chiong finish my ISWAK & TKA!!!!!!! 50 episodes!!!! I'm nuts.

P.P.S I'm starting on a new one. Watched the beginning of some shows. Still deciding which to continue.

P.P.P.S I still didn't manage to complete my corner with love.

P.P.P.P.S I really should be sleeping.

SOZO Pt II

2008-06-16T15:55:00.002+08:00

Alrighty, back to post some pictures taken by QF during the camp!

Me trying to teach my house some cheers

P. Diddy's Captain!!!!
Camwhore time!!!!
e432 <3

Something to share..

This was what I learned in my Psychology unit in school.

Attraction and friendship choices

Basically there are 4 main reasons why people are attracted to each other be it the opposite sex or as friends. Of course there are some theories of attraction following that but I won't go into details.

1. Proximity

This states that we tend to be friendlier with people whom we encounter because we live near them or work together. It encourages interaction and enables us to discover common interests. Especially important in the initial stages of forming a relationship.

2. Physical Attractiveness

AHA! Something which we all are familiar with. Do you know that there are people who rely on physical attractiveness stereotype? That is to say they presume that people who are physically attractive possess other traits that are socially desirable. How true is that? You decide for yourself. And also, men seem to prefer women who have a body shape(waist-hip ratio of 7:10) associated with peak sexual fertility and women prefer men whose body shape suggests health and vigour and yes, those with high incomes.

Ok so women are materialistic. But it's for the good of their babies you see! *Lives in self denial*

3. Similarity

You may be surprised that the saying 'opposite attract' has limited evidence supporting this view. Studies have shown that similarity leads to liking rather than the other way round. And the greater the similarity between partners, the greater their reported happiness.

So are you happy with your partner? Maybe it's time to review the similarities between the both of you.

4. Reciprocity

Well this is simple. We like those who likes us and vice versa.

Very brief I know. Lazy to type more out. zzzz

nostalgic

2008-06-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

Was reading the blog of my old time friend, sadly to say we are no longer in contact. I do miss her really. The times we used to hang out together, talking nonsense and just chilling. Whatever happened to that friendship we had? It certainly didn't withstand any trials.

So many years, so many people changed. People whom we used to call friends, can we still call them friends?

I miss the good old days. Things were much simpler then.

SOZO!

2008-06-14T00:52:00.004+08:00

After 2 days of resting after SOZO EXTREME, I'm back to blog! I really thank God that I decided to go for the camp, even though it wore me out. Totally lor. My voice is gone and till now it's still hoarse. I guess through this camp I found back something I lost. (:

Anyway, the camp was really fun!

We reported really early at PLMGS(Primary) and started our ice breakers + house cheers. I gave some ideas and ended up leading the house cheers(which was the reason why my voice is gone. hahahaha). Then after lunch it was the rat race to riverwalk where our night session was held. Supposed to combine with the adults but apparently no space. So they came and join us during the second night. The entire rat race was so funny. Haa.. especially seeing Ken wear that apron. Super silly.

We headed back to the school after the session and it was lights off! But fat hope lah. Camp where got let you sleep on the first night one. HAHA. We played Resident Evil! The leaders played some really eerie music and the AOGLs woke us up. We were then told that there were infected people(who became zombies) on the 2nd lvl, who were actually the leaders and we were to solve 5 quests in less than an hour's time to get items to ward off the zombies. And the next half hour, which was 5.30am till 6am, we were supposed to hide from the zombies as they will go on a hunting frenzy. It was super crazy! We weren't suppose to make any excessive noise as it will wake the zombies so all of us stayed as quiet as possible. Our group only managed to complete only 1 quest and it was already 5.20am so we decided to hide. And it was super stuffy at the place where we were hiding. So omg. But we didn't get caught lah. HAHA.

After all the crazy running, we did our 8BX and breakfast and it was off to Sentosa we go! The weather was super hot and I got burnt. Dots. But I enjoyed myself. Guess you can call it unwinding after exams. After that we had our night session in the school's AVA and we had drama and some perfomances from some of the groups.

Overall, I only know I cheered and screamed like crazy and yes I think it was due too all these that I got nominated for best camper. HAHA. I wonder next year I still got all these strength to scream or not. HAHA. Old already. zzzz

Anyway! Went dinner with Janice just now and Maurice came to join us after finishing his erm, whatever you call that with Joyce and the husband to be. Now the hot topic seems to be getting attached or getting married. So omg. And the topic didn't leave us even after we went to Suntec's Starbucks. Then zhen came to fellowship with us awhile before her erm, whatever you want to call it. And the topic was still the same. Ah.. it's making me pretty nervous.

And yes! Yingying is back in SG! Will be meeting her on tues with the rest of the peeps. Was telling Lyne finally we can get to meet up the rest of the people after like donkey years. zzz..

Ok nvm, I think I blog alot today so here are some pics!

Yanran & ZhongPing in their couple wear

New housewife on the block

This kid drove me nuts

Me & darling!

Ok the last pic very random I know. HAHA. Waiting for more SOZO pics to post up here. Watch this space!

trashed.

2008-06-08T03:28:00.004+08:00

Can't sleep so came online to blog. Feeling very 无奈。So many thoughts. But yet none really answers my question. Trying really hard to move on but somehow I feel the lack somewhere. No, I'm not talking about any person or relationships. It's just about myself.

Somehow I know I want to do more. I can do more. There's definitely more. But I can't seem to find the faith that I use to have. Or did it even exist in the first place? I feel so frustrated with myself. What happened to me?

It's making me want to give up.

Freedom!!!

2008-06-05T16:02:00.002+08:00

Yays! Finally finished all my papers erm 2 days ago. HAHA. Abit late to be so happy lah. But lazy to blog the past 2 days. Anyway, I'm really happy!! The last few papers were ok. MSM was really unexpectedly easy this year! I feel so -.- when I saw that payoff table and queueing came out as one question. Should have studied payoff!! Then 25 marks will be mine! Now hoping my markov can get full marks. Hopefully I can get 75 and over for it.

LBO.. didn't have time to finish but I did 4 questions. So shouldn't be a problem? Hee.. Now looking for jobs. I need to save for my trip!!

Seriously I've not feel so relaxed for months already. Ok I'm crapping already.

To end off...

Muwahahahahha!! Did I lose weight? Or is it the angle? o.O

counting down!

2008-05-28T18:02:00.006+08:00

ESAP paper was pretty okay. Finally a paper I can handle. Though I think I was too nervous and forgot a whole chunk of information which I wanted to write for my esssays. Hopefully can do well. 2 more papers to go and I'm free from exams! Already planning what to do after exams! Anyway some photos!

Mugging with Gan Bee

And e432 was at Edwyn's hse for cg...

Edwyn's new condo! So nice can! It looks like some kind of palace from the front.

The living room!

This is his mum's room!

Then I went back to help out at NAFA Kindergarten for their funfair.. Saw so many kids! But didn't see my dearest Matthew. Saw his dad though -.- And so many other cute kids!

And introducing.... SUMMER!

So cute right!

Me and baby Summer!

Then it was back to mugging...

My ice-cream monster. Ok I was bored.

My monster chasing Gan Bee -.-

Gan Bee & her new bf. WAHAHAHAHA.

Finale.

2008-05-25T00:47:00.003+08:00

Finally, this story can end. Forever. Period.

....You have given me an answer to the question I've always been asking.
Maybe I should be happy.
Maybe this is the perfect ending for everyone.
Or maybe all these had already ended years back.

BAH.

2008-05-22T21:55:00.004+08:00

Corporate Finance(CF) left me totally speechless. The paper was totally unexpected and I was really lost when I read the question. Can you believe I actually did 3 theory questions for this paper when in the first place I wanted to do 3 calculation questions!!! OMG. Options didn't came out!! Where's my PUT-CALL PARITY & my MERGER AND ACQUISITIONS!!!! What on earth is LSE trying to do? Kill us ar? All the papers are like crazy can. I'm so irritated.

I'm already not feeling my best these few days because of some stuff that happened and I seriously cannot believe why people can just take others' kindness for granted. I'm not obligated but I choose to help. And this is what I get. I feel so.. Anyway I'm not bothering about it anymore. No point treating them like adults when they just want to be kids. Go ahead and be my guests. I had enough.

(:

2008-05-18T03:06:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, joy is found when we look beyond ourselves rather than looking at ourselves.
Simple yet complex.

It's truly amazing when you start to realise how looking beyond can help.

no comments.

2008-05-17T00:55:00.002+08:00

Today's paper... comparable to last year's, if not even harder. *sigh.

Delwin's msn nick : "RELC please misplace the whole box of poa paper.."
Darren's msn nick : "GOD LET THE PLANE CARRYING OUR PAPERS TO LONDON CRASH~~ PLS~~~~~~~~~"

Exact words. Haa.. Feel so drained after the paper. I guess I would be able to clear the paper? Although not sure if I would be able to score. Hopefully so. I really really want my 2nd class. ):

Didn't have time to finish the paper. 3 hours not enough! I was writing so fast(and furious) during the last 5 minutes that my table shook like nobody's business. zzzz.. I think the people around me thinking if I'm siao.

Ok tmr still got to work. Back to NAFA!

My name is spider. gan jiong spider. -.-

2008-05-16T08:55:00.004+08:00

Today is the big day! Not my wedding but my exams lah. My paper will be starting at 2.30pm. And grace is having hers at 10am. Hopefully nothing funny looking comes out. Last night I finished 95% of my revision and I felt so lost cuz I can't believe I'm finished my revision so fast. Dots. Wish me luck k. I'm uberly stressed out.

Next week is killer paper!!! I can't believe that I still can get 10 marks for my CF mock. So omg.

Exams Fever!!!

2008-05-15T09:45:00.003+08:00

I can't believe I've been waking up early for the past two days to study! Yesterday was quite fruitful I feel. Hopefully today is the same. And tomorrow's my first paper!! Super stressed about my CF next week. I'm still quite lost. Must really chiong. Next week must wake up early every day to study!

Ok I think I'm very nonsense. Pardon me. I can't wait for exams to be over! Then again, I guess I would probably miss it very much. It would be my last exam, at least for the next few years, unless I take up another course or my Masters. So happening. Like I got so much money like that. zzzzz Ok going to eat breakfast. *gones

Happy Mother's Day!

2008-05-11T22:07:00.005+08:00

Just came home from dinner not long ago with mummy. We had dinner at Pizza Hut. It's been a long while since I last had pizza! Dinner was ok and I'm glad we didn't argue. It was quite a long wait. Wanted to eat western food at first but had to wait for 1hr.

And I bought 2 new bags!

Ok ignore what's in my cupboard. Abit messy I know. Will clear it after exams. HA.

And yes I've been wanting to blog about this but keep forgetting.

After my CF local revision class 2 weeks ago, Ganbee, HC, item, one of item's friend and me went to lunch at bukit timah area. So item's friend drove us there. And when I saw the car, I almost fainted.

Nice right!! Maybe I abit sua ku lah. But it's the first time I see/sit in such a car can. And the view is simply WOAH!Erm I seriously wasn't going to include her in the pic. She die die also want to squeeze in -.-

the weather is crazy. so am i.

2008-05-11T04:43:00.003+08:00

It's so warm in the day, and the wind blows like nobody's business in the night. Not forgetting it rains like crazy too.

i feel this distance between me and this somebody. is it something that happened which drew us apart? or is it that she's moved on but i'm still at the original point? the friendship doesn't feel the same. not anymore. is it that we didn't spend as much time together? or is it that we've never actually been close before?

Lazy afternoon.

2008-05-09T16:11:00.003+08:00

My graduation trip has been postponed to end sept/early october. ): Have to wait so long. *sigh. BUT! That means I have more time to save for my trip! Haha.. I hope there won't be anymore changes. I really want to go this year. Next year will probably be going Hongkong, Taiwan or Aussie. Lalalala.

Anyway! Jes told me she's ROM-ing this June! Finally! Haha. We were always saying during poly days that she will be the first to get married. And she will be a full-time housewife that kind of thing. Haa.. Ok quite lame. Was asking Sheena if she will be the next one cuz Ry and Wai Wai bee hoon will take abit of time since Waiwai is still studying overseas. HAHA. Everyone is getting married!

WEM.

2008-05-08T09:22:00.003+08:00

I'm utterly surprised that not half of the school library is filled -.- Today's the first day of UOL exams! Next week is my turn. I'm so stressed. Are you? zzzzz...

Seems like time is moving too fast. I've yet to complete any of my revision! And next week I have to go to the battlefield. Save me! *sigh*

It's such a love-hate relationship between me and my exams. Going back to hit the books(eat breakfast actually. hahahahahah). BYE!

GRRRRRRRR!

2008-05-04T00:47:00.003+08:00

It has not been easy but I'm glad I'm going through it.
Though it may seem far but I will not give up till I see the breakthrough.
If God is for me, who can be against me.
Breakthrough is coming.

Bite the dust satan. And yes I really want to slap him upside down, inside out, left, right, up, down, kick him in the shin and send him flying to polaris.

she makes me smile (:

2008-04-30T21:26:00.003+08:00

one of my two tuition kid. she makes me happy! And she's uber cute! Even my mum thinks so. Haa.. And yes that's the first photo of me on my blog ever since I chopped off my hair. :P Don't laugh.

Mario & Luigi - Partners in Time

2008-04-23T17:32:00.003+08:00

Recently I've been playing this on my NDS Lite. Fairly interesting and cute. Quite entertaining to see all the silly mobs and killing them. And I'm like so addicted to it. -.- But completing it soon. At the last stage already! Give it a try if you like RPG/storyline games! (: If you're a mario lover, it's a must try! It features Baby Mario and Baby Luigi as well(not forgetting baby princess peach and bowser)! Super cute!

i <3 u!

2008-04-23T00:37:00.002+08:00

To all the KC girls who are reading this entry:

i'm so touched u all still remember me after so many months! thanks for making the camp so enjoyable! (: do meet up soon prolly during the june hols ya? (: miss u girls!

Anyway my exams are coming up in less than a month and I'm still with alot of readings to clear. So omg can. And I'm low on my chocolate supply. Any kind soul who can buy me some? Cadbury family size please. No nuts or raisins whatsoever. :P

PS: I still can't wait for my thailand trip!!!!

happy!

2008-04-16T02:06:00.003+08:00

Feeling very happy today. (: Though it has been a long day for me, I'm still feeling good. Why? Cuz when I went over to my kid's place, the mother said she's giving me more for the tuition fees. :D It's not alot but still it will make a difference. Which means I can save more for my grad trip!

Anyway, having classes this entire week except Sunday. Dying soon. Had law over the past two days and it was -.- horrid. Alone for the class and plus I'm pretty lost during the lesson makes it less fun to attend the lecture. And yes, the lecturer is pretty boring. The class was quite empty today. *sigh.

1 more month to the real thing. And my kid's exams are ending a week before mine! Muwahahahha. Ok I'm nuts. Ignore me. Bedtime!

2008-04-12T15:58:00.002+08:00

finally can use itouch to blog. dots. In Esap UOL revision class still. And it's 4pm already!!!!! And service starts at 5.30!!! zzZzz. Can u imagine she gives us a break every hour. Zzzzzzzz. Still thinking if tmr shld come. Ok class starting. Will update soon. Byeeeee!!

the good old days.

2008-04-10T21:29:00.003+08:00

Finally met up with my dearest wabbit after half a year! Miss her so much! Had a lot of catching up to do and we reminisced about the good old days back in SP. (: The stomach growling and the lecture/tutorial skipping and me never handing up my ECS articles hence lowering my chance(by a lot) to enter into PRA. zzz.

And she also chopped her hair! HAHA great minds think alike can. Now we are both with short hair :D She looks so much mature with her short crop and perfectly manicured nails. Life as an air stewardess looks so glam. Or is it not?

Anyway, we both felt so auntie when she followed me to buy tissues(boxes & packets) in NTUC. Can't believe we are already so old. *sigh* Age is catching up. I miss my poly days... ):

help?

2008-04-08T17:00:00.001+08:00

I've not been in the best mood to study recently. My concentration span is a big fat zero when it comes to reading now. ):

lazy bones.

2008-04-06T23:34:00.003+08:00

I am so very tired! Yesterday and today = 2 Long days for me. Attended UOL revision and Michelle's wedding last night. (: She looked like a princess and she lost a lot of weight! Everyone is getting married. omg.

Anyway, today was a torture. Lesson not as interesting as yesterday. Although the lecturer(John Beasly) still continued his lame-ness. He actually played(on media player) "All you need is love" by the beatles and showed us over the projector yesterday at the start of the lesson - "All you need is love" - Beatles "All you need is 34(which is our passing mark)" - Beasly. -.-

And I got back my mock exams! 3 papers only though. Didn't do very well. Only quite satisfied with my MSM score. I got full marks for 1 question! So high can.

zzz i'm crapping already.

my new toy!

2008-04-01T01:51:00.003+08:00

Bought it 2nd-hand from a friend of mine at $200 for the whole set including r4 and tonnes of games! Please remind me not to keep playing with it! It's exams! But I'm still very high! WAHAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway, I'm still very excited for my trip to Bangkok this coming August! I need the MOOLAHH!!! Was talking about it with Jenny and we were both so excited! We already planned to book the tix one day after our last paper! : D omg I feel so crazy.

stress.

2008-03-27T23:09:00.001+08:00

i think i'm feeling the stress level going up. i'm stuffing myself with icecream and nuts. almost every night. i won't be surprised if i put on weight -.-

Living Zombie

2008-03-26T23:54:00.003+08:00

I feel like the above mentioned. Had class from 10am till 10pm. Really want my life. Thank God it's today only. And my local revision for MSM and UOL revision for CF ended just like that. There goes my french man. Oops.

Anyway, at the end of my MSM lecture(which is my very last lecture with my lecturer), my very interesting lecturer flashed this:

A close up:

Got the meaning? I almost died on the spot. -.- More interesting things to show once I start my MSM revision again. HAHA. I will definitely miss his very cold jokes.

I need sleep.

2008-03-25T22:55:00.004+08:00

I'm so tired and I feel so brain dead. Barely slept 4 hours last night and woke up at 8am to go for my first UOL revision class for this sem. And it had to be Corporate Finance. zzzz. Anyway, the lecturer is super pro and hip lah. He was using Windows Journal to teach and he dresses like he's going for some hot date. Are all french men like this? OMG.

The only bad thing is that I had a hard time trying to figure out what on earth is he trying to say. For a moment, I thought Call Option was "Corruption" and Stock was "Stalker". -.-

After class, Nic drove us(sy,ganbee & me) to Bugis as he was going there. We hung around for awhile looking for alot of people's pressies. Sy and I started to bitch about alot of people :X Oops. And we bought couple watch! I'm so les.

Then went tuition and my kid's mama kept coming in to talk to me. She even dragged me aside to comment about my coloured lens. zzz. Ok. I'm like telling my life story here.

Anyway! The drama over at Expo was fantabulous! Like what pastor says, it's the best(not probably or one of the) easter drama ever! I totally agree! This year, it has a different storyline although it still protrays the death of Jesus and all the other important stuff. The difference is that they made it more relevant. The story was actually set in modern days instead of A.D 31-33. And since pastor is emphasizing on marriage, the lead couple in the drama was going through rocky moments too *edit*but managed to overcome it in the end of course*edit*. It's just so OMG! in a good way that is.

Ok before I start talking nonsense I shall go to sleep.

the no title entry.

2008-03-20T01:33:00.003+08:00

Pictures taken during mugging session with Jenny Darling (:

I can't live w/o my starbucks.

Jenny hard at work.

I produced 1 essay. In a day -.-

$6 only.

I spent $30 today! Bought a t-shirt and a necklace. tsk tsk. And I was surfing some online shops just now and I was so tempted to buy one hoodie with gold hearts. But it's not a jacket. ): And I miss my long hair!

MUG!

2008-03-14T00:56:00.004+08:00

Went to watch this just now with Jenny:

It's really very nice(that is if you like street dancing)! I really like all the battles and the main lead actor is so very cute!! The lead actress also!! It's really worth watching if you like to see people dance. (:

Was at the National Library mugging with Jenny from 9.30am all the way till 8.30pm before that. And there was these two secondary school girls who were talking 3/4 of the time they were there. So pissed. I really doubt they understand what is call LIBRARY. Want to talk and study then go Mcdonalds la. -.-

Anyway a lot of things going through my mind now. I think my life still got a lot of unsettled issues. But all I can say is that don't judge before finding out what exactly happened. Maybe things are not what it seems to be. Shit happens. All the time. I'm not unreasonable. I'm just more relational. I don't want all these to happen too. Laughters are just there to cover my unhappiness.

Rainy Day.. ):

2008-03-11T16:42:00.003+08:00

It has been raining all day. Such a good weather to sleep and rot and do stuff you normally won't do on a Tuesday afternoon. But what am I doing? Mugging for tomorrow's ~~MSN~~ MSM paper. And still it's not the end of my misery. Next week is the start of my "intensive" overseas and local revisions. 2 more months to the real thing and 3 more months to freedom.

Anyway wanted to post up some pictures last night but I accidentally deleted all the pictures I wanted to blog about. How dumb can I get. *Roll eyeballs*

And I chopped off 2/3 of my hair yesterday after 1.5-2 years of long hair at Heatwave. Still trying to get used to it. Went with Jenny and Delwin yesterday. Tried to psycho Jenny to cut her locks too but... haha.

Ok time to mug again. I'm so excited about it. Like real -.-

tagged by grace.

2008-02-29T01:38:00.003+08:00

Rules:

# Link to the person who tagged you# Post the rules on your blog.

# Share seven random and/or weird facts about yourself on your blog.

# Tag seven random people at the end of your post, and include links to their blogs.

# Leave a comment on their blogs so that they know they have been tagged.

1. i love buying stationery.

2. i hate buying presents.

3. i can drink a lot of water.

4. i'm organised yet untidy at the same time.

5. i'm a visual learner

6. i've got spilt personality. -.-

7. i can play games for hours.

And the 7 people (lazy to tag so only tag 4.. haha)

1. apple
2. suyee
3. jasmine
4. delwin

(: randomness is me.

2008-02-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

exams stress. feeling really bloated right now. still trying to analyse my cf. got so many things to blog but then again i'm lost as to where to start from. another time maybe. till then (: will probably be back end of the week to blog if i've time. wish me luck.

Exams Fever.

2008-02-19T16:12:00.003+08:00

Been busy preparing for my mock papers next week. Yes, I know it's only mock but that's the only time you get to gauge where you stand before the real thing. For those of you who don't know, my main exam is in May till June, ONCE in a year. So if you fail, you fail. Period. That's why UOL people are so KIASU. We don't have projects to pull up our marks. Or any FYP. It's like your normal Os and As. Only with alot more things to study. And I really mean A LOT MORE.

And the bad thing is that the fees are super expensive which adds to my list of "Why I shouldn't fail any UOL exam".

Argh, I'm blabbering rubbish. Ignore me.

鼠年快乐！

2008-02-13T22:10:00.012+08:00

Happy Birthday everyone! It's 人日today! : D So fast, Chinese New Year is going to come to an end in 8 days time. And my ang bao $$ still very little.
Anyway, here's what I did over the entire CNY. (: (this post abit boring la. my main point is the photos. -.-)

Before CNY, I went to do my manicure and pedicure! It's been years since I last did them!

Then it was CNY eve. Went to St James with my 2 beloved cousins and Grace after reunion dinner at home.

My Cousins (: They are sisters.

My little cousin. Crazy little girl.

First day of CNY!

Cousin from my dad's side

My favourite 姑姑

Then it was off to the movies with n211 peeps.

Mummy and me (:

Kelly & Me

Jan & Xiaoyun

Maurice & Alvin

This is the second day of CNY. Movie again..
Maurice & Jianlee

Alvin being crazy

Shan and me (:

stranger to me.

2008-02-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel as if I do not know myself anymore; my character, my principles, my likes and dislikes, my convictions, my dreams, my goals, my everything. Like I'm wearing a mask; hiding my feelings, my thoughts and my actions.

I don't understand certain things anymore. So many things on my mind. Am I too legalistic? Where exactly do I stand? I'm feeling so random. Feeling really confused.

新年快乐！

2008-02-08T02:45:00.001+08:00

又是新的一年！恭喜发财！(: shall have updates soon!

i <3 my nails

2008-02-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

Just came home not long ago from my mani & pedi. Didn't do express in the end but opted for classic instead. Plus the new year surcharge, I paid $50 for everything. zzz so exxxxxx. but i love my nails now. hehe :P

sads.

2008-01-31T23:26:00.000+08:00

went Bugis just now and wanted to buy this shirt dress but there was marker stains on it ): so sad can! i nid more clothes! cny is a week away!

madness.

2008-01-30T20:34:00.000+08:00

Ah, it has been a busy week for me. Chinese New Year is coming, so is my mock! Just went to shape my eyebrow and booked my appointment for manicure and pedicure! *excited

Anyway, been having running nose. ): Wish it will go away soon before CNY. And I want to buy another set of clothes before CNY! : D Ok I'm talking nonsense.

Time to eat dinner :P

zzz

2008-01-26T02:26:00.001+08:00

my nose is running at full speed. ): i'm having a hard time catching it.

What about you?

2008-01-25T02:10:00.001+08:00

Today, on my way to school over at Bedok Mrt station, I walked past an old lady, probably in her 70s, giving out some phamplet/thread. I took pity on her as no one bothered to give her a second look. And so I walked towards her and took it from her. It was about Christianity and getting saved.

And it hit me so hard. An old lady, probably having difficulties walking(she was sitting down on the step), is still so fervent about getting people to Christ. I felt like I've backslided for some reason.

What in the world was I thinking.

happy 52nd birthday mummy!

2008-01-23T19:14:00.001+08:00

just came home from dinner with mummy for her pre-birthday "celebration. went out for a simple dinner and it's the first time i didn't come home with a black face. hahaha. yes, i don't know why everytime i go out with her, our ideas will clash. so it's a good thing. lols. ok i very full. and i spent almost 30 bucks on the dinner. zzzz $$-less now.

Super Random Thought.

2008-01-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

[Ok this is going to be super random.]

My life has reached a point where most of the people around me are either getting hitched or attached. Even my mum dearest is bugging me to be one of them. And the fact I'm 1/4 of a century old this year isn't helping very much.

Of course it's every girl's dream to find her prince charming, get sweep off her feet and have a fairy tale wedding coupled with a few kids thereafter. Who would mind such an arrangement, seriously(maybe minus the kids for some)? Certainly not me. However, as wonderful as it may seem, it's often the opposite in the real life. At least for me I guess.

Looking back, life has not been the kindest to me. After going through so many failed relationships, I'm pretty skeptical about things now. Come to think of it, I guess I only considered 1 relationship I was in serious.

Grace had been asking me to write down "Getting Attached" as one of my resolutions this year but somehow, I'm rather reluctant to do so. Not that I do not want to but somehow I guess I'm rather afraid of getting into one. *sigh* So till the right guy comes along, which I still can't see now, I'll just enjoy being single and Grace will have to suffer cuz I'll keep bugging her about getting attached. WAHAHAHAHA. (: But I'll definitely pen down my criterias or rather what I want in a guy soon. So Grace please bug me about that instead k. :P HAHAHAHA.

New hair (:

2008-01-21T22:51:00.000+08:00

Gone is my virgin black hair. Say hi to the new hair color. HAHA. Yes. I've just coloured my hair yesterday. And the wait was super long. I started waiting at like 5 plus(before 5.30pm) and only started to colour my hair at 9pm. I finished everything at 10 plus close to 11pm. OMG. Anyway it was worth it! Why? Cuz cut+blow+wash+style+colour+highlight for a whooping $28 flat. It's darn cheap can. So here's in memory of my black hair.

Ok I admit the focus of the above pictures was on me instead of my hair. -.- But how do u take pics of the hair without taking the owner's face? :X
I shall post up my new hair color once I've gotten some decent pictures of it.

27 dresses

2008-01-20T03:11:00.001+08:00

Just got home not too long ago from watching this. The show's not bad. Quite interesting and funny. I think the lead actor is so very cute. And the weddings are so pretty. Oh my god. Beautiful people, beautiful show! Bad thing is that they fall in love too fast. zzz. So very unreal. Ok, never mind. the show's still very nice. HA.

Oh yes, I've finished reading 1 book for this year! 4 more to go to fulfill my resolution! Currently reading the 2nd book.. (: "The Summer of Us" by Holly Chamberlin

sicksicksick

2008-01-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

still sick ): popped 2 panadols on my way home from school and my nose cleared but still not feeling my best. My voice still sounds funny and yesterday almost lost my voice. GRRRRR. I'm feeling sleepy already. Nights everyone (: Have fun online-ing

New Buys

2008-01-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

New watch. my tuition kid was wearing it. Looks super big on her. haha.

Shoes! I love shoes!

New green top (: clara was saying don't let nageeb see me if not he will call me grasshopper.

Random.

2008-01-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

I "love" taking bus 17 home after tuition every time. Why? Cuz I'll always meet cute toddlers who will step on you for no apparent reason(on purpose that is), crazy men who shoves you aside to get up to the second deck or get past you without even trying to say "EXCUSE ME" and ah mahs who shouts at people when they want to ask for directions.

Anyway, I was reading someone(from my school)'s blog and I found out that a lot(and I really mean a lot) of people break up with their long time gfs/bfs when they enter Uni. I used to think that it was just pure coincidence, but then, I guess it's true. Ah, scandals. tsk tsk.

Went shopping with Clara today, spent almost $70 (including my starbucks and my milkshake). zzz.. And I'm still down with a stuffed nose. When will I get well? Last week was cramps. This week bad cold. Argh.

katong convent day 2!

2008-01-10T20:39:00.001+08:00

Last day of the KC camp.. Miss those girls already (: I guess they had a lot of fun today. Main highlights were the Multi Level Captain's Ball and Gladiator. Well, like the usual CAMP HA MLC, we used chicken in the end. And I'm really surprised that they didn't tear the entire chicken apart. The last time I played during I forgot which camp, the kids tore the poor chicken into pieces. -.-

And my mirror group instructor is super BHB. -.- Although he tries to deny it but we know that he's flirting with the girls la. dots.. haa.. and he kept saying the Head of Logs(frm the SC) is cute. We later found out that her name is Heidi. Haa.. but quite interesting. Also saw the Campus Superstar girl from the first season. She's super demure can. oh my tian.

Ok some pictures from the camp.

This was drawn on the first day. Abit messy but it's actually quite nice and cute. (:

Close up of me and mirror instructor. And notice the spongebob? Nice right!

Another one.

Talya aka Kaya (: she's mixed. She's Ms IJ k!

Annabel!

Muneera (: She's another pretty one.

Denise who looks like my cousin! And the guy behind with the very "act" pose is my mirror group instructor. LOls. I blurred myself becuz I look horrible.

Sonia! Sweet girl! (:

Didn't manage to take a group pic or class pic ): The girls were really great! Quite different from the other camps that I've done. Anyway, will post up more pics if I ever get them. Haas..

Ok I think I'm not making alot of sense already. Very tired. zzzzzzz So if this entry makes no sense or no link to you, don't mind me cuz I'm already very gone. HAHA. :P

Katong Convent Camp Day 1

2008-01-09T16:19:00.000+08:00

Just got home not long ago. It was quite an experience doing camp for an all girls' school. Lols. Screams everywhere but it was super entertaining lah. I think my mirror group instructor really helped alot. I think I was abit gone. Not sure why not really in the mood also.

And there were really alot of pretty girls! ok. I'm not lesbian k. One of the instructors was like saying I'm one. ZZZZ.... I am nottttt...

Never mind. And so I was talking to Uncle Jireh online last night and he told me about Ann. ): I still can't believe what happened to her. I always thought that it will happen in dramas. But this is real life. *sigh. So wasted.